When I try to convience myself that I'll be nicer to the others, I become grotesque. I just fucking can't be normal with others. I have to say out loud whatever goes through my mind. Otherwise, It drives me insane.
I hate when I overreact, when I cry in front of people and yell.
But that's me. I can't help myself and I've got to deal with it.
I'll never change.
I'm a bad person.
Selfish, mean, fucking lazy and somehow naive.
But the most stupid is when I 'freeze'. Shitty days that I can't even speak to someone or look him in the eyes.
I'm still breathing, I'm still alive and there's no other choice. Right?
I hate when I overreact, when I cry in front of people and yell.
But that's me. I can't help myself and I've got to deal with it.
I'll never change.
I'm a bad person.
Selfish, mean, fucking lazy and somehow naive.
But the most stupid is when I 'freeze'. Shitty days that I can't even speak to someone or look him in the eyes.
I'm still breathing, I'm still alive and there's no other choice. Right?
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